blehhh SUNDAYS !

hm... emotions lately

okay IM SORRRY ! i said that last night but its true and no im not calling you a bitch i swear im not
i would never ! but you always follow him everywhere and blow me off ! or when i say i wanna just be with you
and spend my time with you, we always have to be with him HOW COME !?
AND THEN when he tells you oh lets cruise BOOM you say yes, every thought about me huh?! or when i tell you no i dont want you to go with him today you always start giving attitude and being mean and say "what are we gonna do the whole day " then you make me feel bad so i end up coming even if i dont wanna ! you say im on your mind 24/7 but somtimes i dont think iam,

yenno your always on my mind why do you think i always call you but you never answer until like night time it makes me sad cause its like you dont even wanna talk to me, or when you do call wel only talk for a while cause your "tired" gahh i hate it when you call me so LATE cause whenever i wanna tell you somthing or talk to you for a long time like for hours and hourse i cant cause your "tired" YENNO WHY cause your either out with him and then come home so LATE even your mom said you come home late whenever you go out with him and then i stay up like late till you call , then IM TIRED and then i get grouchy with you which im SORRY but yehh you call late start calling early pleaase,

ergh i guess you can say im jealous when your with him babe cause like you spend MORE time with him then you do with me,

like yesterday i cant belive you went out waikele when you knew i was coming over right after work yenno how much time i was begging my mom them to hurry up because like they kept taking long to buy things and im like "HAWWH HURRY UP I WANNA SEE KENNETH"
so when i finally got to your house i ran to the door and your mom answerd and you werent even in your room or at home cause you were SHOPPING as always i swear you shop more than me haha ! ANYWAYS i was waiting patiently in your room watching lord of the rings hawh you took FOREVER, i was waiting for you for like 2 HOURS ! then your mom said were gonna pick up kenneth wanna come and im like YEAAAH ! so then when we finally picked you up and finally reached to your house I ALREADY HAD TO GO HOME so thats your fault those two hours i could of been spending time with you but you were out ! hawwh you never think did you i guess you thought you were gonna be home when i get there but you werent maid me sad :[
well im seeing you today IF YOU WANT ME TOO ! i really want to see you today right after work

and if you read this babe dont be offended by it its just my emotions lately so yeh have to get it out somwhere which is here !!

mkaay im done for now
BYEEES <3>

THANKSGIVING

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!


well i didnt blog yesterday so might as well, anyways yesterday was my winterball thingy it was fun babe came with (: he look so handsom idk i think the hotel was called pacific beach hotel its right next to the hiltons but yeh it was very pretty inside and fricken COLD ! but i loveed it (:
anyways played alot of games over there was very compatiton kind but oh wells for fun (: and then was time to take a group picture OMG so much of us couldnt even fit but had to make it fit it was pretty (:
after the shot we went to go eat omg my favorite foods (: pinapple GRILLED chicken bread and noodle MWAUH was good i love it (: i had to go for seconds haha and idc i was a fatass for tnight lol so SHUT UP !
then after we ate we went to go take pictures with only us not the damn group but yeh it came out alright i wanted to reshoot it but cannot, so then we went to watch games with all the other people there haha was so fricken funny the transvestied (sp) because there was this game and they had to only shake there bootty and make the timer thingy go up so then like it started haha omgg she started to shake it better than everyone but to bad she shim never won this other lady won and it was unbelivable cause she shaked funny
but anyways watched games then they called out prizes hawh i wanted the WII, N'd the new NANO ergh whtever

then went home around 12 man i was SO TIRED I WENT STRAIGHT TO SLEEP



kaay NOW THANKSGIVING well i woke up around 9ish 8ish cause went to go my auntys house to go color my moms co-workers friend hair so said by to my little cousin jacob said happy thanksgiving and alla that haha he was watching the barbie thingy before i left so yeh then went to my auntys house she has a new puppy name MIA so fluffy aw i kept playing with it (: and yehh then watched this scary movie haha i thought we were watching highschool musicla lol but yeh was so damn interesting the movie and scary ergh SCARRRY haha but yeah then ate this thigny my aunty maid was goood after that was just watching movie till my mommy was done and she fnally was haha then went mcdess ate there then went longs buy some ingredients to make the thingy my aunty maid and yeahh at home now
SHOPPPING TINIGHT SALE SALE SALE! waikele then pearls hopfully
ergh cant wait YAAY
(:
kaay


REMINDER :

8 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY (:

TUES,NOV 25

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA OCAARIZZZOO
i dont think i spelt it right its okaay bwhaha

anyways what a day so LONG damn well woke up early by my cousins mouth so loud haha yehh outside was dark i thought they woke me up at the right time if they didnt i would of been mad (:
anyways got ready it was cold and windy again ILOOOVEIT
anyways did work in 1st pd then second pd did this work about evolution thingy was easy
then 3rd i was only there for a while did geomotry and then mommy picked me my cousins and my sister up we all had docttors apt. man was some sorta fun but yeah got physical and i got a blood test and then my cousin chanele had MIA i think idk somthing like that and x-ray deng took half the day and i wanted to see my bebehh but errgh was late auready then went pearls to go shopping for my dress for winterball thingy I FOUND IT YAY (:
then yehh looked around omg FOREVER21 look so FOREVA LOOKING very upgraded,

ergh i wanted to buy me so many baggs &tops but couldnt even if i could ergh had to only buy my dresses this time oh wells black friday soon anyways so yehh SAVING mann
then went to my uncles house aw mannn.....

ANYWAYS went back and forth to places and finally home i swear i think today was the longest ivebeen in my mommys car haha oh wells



10 more days till my birthday woohoo... :]

KAY GNIGHT

SO LONG

i havent been on here oh mann, bussy me !

well anyways things been good (: its ALMOST my birthday in 11 more days yaay (: but anyways right now is my cousins joshua birthday hes 13th now haha oh mann teenager auready, haha well im suh bored today at school was auright i love my hair today haha wasent messy or whatever haha (:

well me and babe almost make ELEVEN MONTHS oh yess (:

erggh its been so cold lately i love the weather like this makes me feel good, its not like hot or whatevers its just right, anyways its almost black friday SALE SALE SALE !!! gotta go shopping for everyone on my list and they are:


1)parents
2)sister
3)baaabe (:
4)bestfriend
5)jasmine
6)sheila
7)dulce

the maain people mhhhm
ergh its boring right now blehh

well ill update more tmorrow i guess
KBYE!

thursday

erggh i have a headache and its HOT ! damn

anyways i dont really know what time i woke up because i just got up and i went straight in the bath room and do what i needed to do. anyways got ready and whatever asked people if they had n extra uniform and alla that finally found one KEVIN had one OMGG so hhuuge anyways got to school just talked to the normal morning people, then went first period and then did worksheet and all of that then like read macbeeth getting interesting then 2nd pd had to do things about superhero somthing to do with DNA so lame ahhaha but i think my superhero is cute lol if you get to see it then lunch came went to go eat my lunch then when i was done was eating danielle mcdees only some and pluus everyone was sharing haha so yeah then idk was funny lol laughing mostly the whole lunch about stupid things haha whatevers then 3rd review for the test tomorrow, then 4th pd watched videos and then recorded for out logo thingy then afterschool went straight home
GAH SO BORRRING !

UGHH

so erking this month I HATE IT damn period i wish you came already shit shit shhhiiittt shit head, dumb *UCK lkaslkdsalkdsjfks stupid bleh bleh bleh,


N E WAYS no school today holiday well went babes house at 7 haha was making trouble to him as usual trying to wake him up more cause he still looked tired hahah we talked kissed MWAUH ;] and then watched a movie but then went sleep omgg i was soo tired we both were so we went sleep ZZZZZZzzzzz HOURS PASSED lol we woke up around 12 i think somwhere there,
then went on the computer watched more tv hahaha we maid trouble to eachother lmao, that loooser I LOVE HIM ;]
well mommy called babe got ready cause SHOPPING at waikele and pearl highlands,
omgg the puppy AW I WANTED THAT PUPPY SO BAADLY :[ ergh mufasa thats my name for it so fluffy and cute haawwh i want it for my bday ;] YAAY bwhaha babe gave me a piggy back to price buster he offerd so yeah lol people was looking but its kay i didnt care :] and yeahh then we all went to go eat at tasty bbq MMM then went waikele aw maayn im broke, but its kay getting paid soon anyways i can be patient bwahah :]
babe turned his application to work at vans i hope he gets it lol
after that picked cousin joshua up at his daddys then dropped babe off at his grandpas house cause they had a dinner thing gave him a kiss and a hugg MWAUH MWAUH MWAUH *
now hhome bored excercise im out of shaape agin hawh mayn gotta start my excercise thing i always do kaay gnight ill probably start tomorrow hmm yeah tomorrow
kaay NIGHT :]

every fricken month

HHHAAWH, !
i hate when like every month my period takes so damn forever to come UGHH it erks the hell out of me eevery FRICKEN DAMN MONTH like shhhhessh !

then i start to worry for no reason and things run through my hhead and alla that
then i start crying and talk to myself in my hhead grumbling

HAWWWH I WANT MY DAMN PERIOD
thats the point

ughh well i have a damn headache AND I WAANT IT :[

BYE fag

OBAMA WON

kay no school today WOOHOO :]

so anyways go ready to go see my bebhh today :] yay haha
got there woke him up by knocking on his window but then he went back to sleep haha
i kept trying to wake him up but then he kept getting all grouchy on me that grummpy head
so then i went in the living room and watched a moovie it was really good and funny :] haha i love it
thhhen babe wke up went to sitt by me haha sucking up to me lol i guess he felt bad :] aww
then i maid me saimen and ate it
then went back on the couch with bebehh :] hehe then went to sleep together and woke up around 3 somthing after that we watched tv and on the computer hahaa we were making trouble lol we were wrestling and tickling eachother hahahaha so FUNNNNY !
i love it :] but then i accidently scratched his head then he got maad !
so then i went in the living room ate ice cream >:p was ssad but then when i was done went back to him and hugged him heheh i love him so damn much :] FOREVER & EVER ,


annd then went back sleep watched another moovie together, was really good and yeahh
then me and babe just talked and alla that and yeahh :]

then mom picked me up heheh babe said it was stink dont needa know but yeahh was stink lmao, WHATEVERS it wasssent hahaha,
yeahh went waikele went shopping yaay ;]
then went don quijote aw so cute then longs then went home and yeahh OBAMA WON
CONGRAATE MANN hahah


anyways gnight
school tomorrow SO GAYY

aw maan,

SUNDAYS, haha

kaay i stayed up till 5 watching a movie on disney channel and watching the little mermaid :]
becauuse i was talking to babe cause he called SO LATE hehe he woke me up,

anyways went sleep then woke up around 9 somthing than got ready for work i srarted at 11 and ended at 6 wasent bussy until hours passed by omgg ! was busssay but oh wells
then yeahh was getting orders ready and alla that

then after work mommy picked me up with my cousins and sister mommy bought me clothes :] how nice bwhaha, then they dropped me off my bebehhs house i got him a dblcburger and yeahh i was exhausted from work so i went to lay down and then we went to watch the movie together notebook awwuh :] i love that mooovie anyways we didnt finish it cause we kept pausing it i ate saimen and he ate his double cheese burger, then yeahh me and babe were just talking about things, and yeahh after that me babe and the mom went acrosse the neighbors house to look at some christmas lights from philipines WOW SO PRETTYFUL yenno :] i love it awwuh but then my mommy wont buy one that suucks
so anyways now im home daddy picked me up

blahh gotta go shower now

GOOD NIGHT

SATURDAYS

hawh it was boring, anyways woke up around 7 but then fell back to sleep then woke up around 8 somthing then yeahh was just laying down being boored thnking of my baaabe ! and then anyways got ready for work cause my aunty picking me up, and yeahh then was talking to my babe while waiting it took my aunty so long to pick me up ahah,
and yeahh aunty picked me up around 10 somthing went waikele pick up some stuff then wahiawa pick up other stuffs then went work wasent really that busssay ,thaank good ness :] :] :]

annyways i finished at 6 and yeahh waited for my mom to pick me up so i was talking to my little cousins :] we were eating chicken nuggets and french fries, and yeahh was talking stories while waiting for my mommmy to pick me up and yeahh
then call babe omgg he wasent answering cause i was gonna go over and watch the movie with him like he said and yeahh the mom told me he went with aj to a parrty so i called aj and yeahh babe said he was gonna go to the paarty tarens party and im like ohhh i forgot about that hawwh he was being mean to me :[ giving me attitude and all that i feelt really sad :[ cause babe was being mean and yeahh
then he kept calling and asking me if im going or not, but i doubt i was going cause i dont even know where she lives and like i dont know how imma get there so yeahh i felt bad
so now im home beeing BORED ! bleehhh I MISS MY BAABE :[

anyways imma get off blogger for today blehh !
NIGHT