Thursday, July 16, 2009

HURT,

I havnt been on this bloging thing FOREVERS, omg to much other exciting sites thats why, nah jk
but anyways
I just feel like I have to blog somwhere so I can take it out, so like lately me and my boyfriend been having trouble in our relationship, this is the most we ever fought seriously.. just because of HER! idk why hes backing her up just cause " ITS HIS GOD SISTER" shes not even blood to you its like a friend pahlease sweetie anyways I just feel like hes not understanding where im coming from he just dosent see it, what am i suppose to do to make him see it do i make somone go undercover and video tape it or somthing that she does have a thing for you OMG im so irritated from that already seriously, and yesterday was our biggest arguments EVER! seriously i never had him swear at me like that and bitch at me like that like WTF! make like it dosent hurt IT DOES i swearr i can only take so much hurt from him. idk how much longer i can take this
I CRIED SO MUCH ballin with tears on my pillow. Thats the most i ever cried in one night. Hawh what to i do our relationship was never ever like this before just because of that ONE PROBLEM is hurts the relationship...
FCK i cant do anything about it... HAWH omg ever on this blogger thing its hard to explain no help at all
NEVERMIND bye!