MERRY CHRISTMAS!

So yesterday on christmas eve stayed home & then got ready at like 4ish to go to my auntys house. But then as I was getting ready my boyfriend called me telling me to get ready because he was gonna pick me up. Which was a surprise hehe cause i didnt know i was gonna see him. So yeah got ready faster and my mommy rapped his gifts. So as I was waiting I was playing with my little cousin and then baby came hehe. So we wen't to his house and cuddled with eachother and talking. Then babes mom gave me a present and his brother and caitlyn gave me a present too. Aw how sweet <3 the mommy gave me make-up & babes brother them gave me a gift card at my favorite store. So I was cuddling with baby and watching christmas movies together <3 but he was getting sick aww took care of him for a while. Stayed there till 8 something almost 9 and then went to auntys house. Ate some food..and talked with my cousins.

Then it finally hit 12 opened presents it wasen't much for me but it was enough better then nothing.After got my money from all my aunty and uncle hehe. Wen't home around 1ish and I was hella tired. So since I have all my money back time to go shopping for my mommy & daddy and boyfriend since i didnt get them anything yet D;
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE <3

Shirts me and my friend made.

12/17/09 we did these shirts in graphic class that we all have and this was our last assignment. Mines say "Glame up Guns down" my friend Noli's one say "Clean cut all gee'd up" omg I really love his one it's so cute there's one of mickey and minni mouse adorable and lastly my friend sheila's one says "DIME diva."

Here's my friend nolis one the mickey and minnie mouse from front & back. It's so adorable..

Cute outfit for today

I love the company of my boyfriend.

-everytime I'm laying on the side of you everything feels connected and my world feels better. It's like I just never wanna get out of this spot where we lay in cause it's so comfortable laying right next to you and waking up to your handsome face. I just love it (:

Rest in peace beautiful D;

FOUR MORE DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS

omg, & Im not done shopping yet for the people I need to get. Like my mom and dad and my boyfriend Im not done getting their gifts. Christmas is coming by real fast this year omg. & Im slackin this year. I think I'll be giving them a late christmas gift this year awww....

I feel alone.

So my mom knows what I've been doing because I wasen't feeling good...So I just had to tell my mom I hate lying to her. & she was the number one person who I always runned to about everything she was like my bestfriend. But now I feel like since this situation happened I feel like we have this real big space which makes it uncomfortable and as if I can't even talk to her anymore. I really feel like I've hurted her which I wasen't thinking of and that I'm sorry....
I really hate feeling alone.But like I made mistakes and so did my mom she made more mistakes then I did..I just did one mistake and I'm learning from it which I won't do again but my mom she still keeps it from her parents even if she is all grown up. Idk why I feel like the bad person in this it's just one mistake and Im learning from it like everyone else does. Idk why my mom can't just get pass from this -_-

I hate this and I hate today D;

For ♡•SimplyMoi•♡ by dreams that glitter ♥ featuring Balenciaga bags

ashley olsen. by nadiya is a trendsetter. featuring Hermes bags

Mary - Kate Olsen ♥ by ♥♥Ammy♥♥ "BE ORIGINAL" featuring Dolce Vita shoes

12 MORE DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS

& I still didn't go shopping for everyone. Well only for some I'm a little tight on money this year since I don't have a job since I quit my last job. But I'm sure I'll go shopping for everyone when I get the chance too. Anyways winter break is soon as well I can't wait for winter break. Party, spend time with my boyfriend, wake up late and just chill. Well I have to finish my homework and paper for church.

So my 16 birthday was very fun. Spent it with my family,friends and my boyfriend. It wasn't very big it was just right, mostly all my friends came..it was very stressful kindish because everyone kept calling my name, kept walking back and worth, up and down the stairs,answering calls, giving directions etc. It was harder then I thought. But when all that was done we watched movies in my living room "yes man" only watched some. After that ate.. sang karaoke hehe boyfriend and algie were mostly the ones singing so funny.& then after that went outside to chill with everyone and marvie and ryan lighted up firecrackers for my birthday how sweet of them :) so yeah everyone just chilled and I blew my candles out so late like aorund 10 haha after that everyone chilled,hung out,talked stories till like 2ish in the morning & thats when everyone left.Babe helped me clean up and then he left after that I went straight to bed I was so exhausted and tired. So yeah my birthday was very I loved it hehe thanks everyone for coming and the gifts ;) love all of you guys <3

MY SWEET 16

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :)
omg so last night had the loaads of text messages/calls, twitter greets, facebook tweets and even myspace greet aw I felt the love last night how sweet of everyone :)

so last night my boyfrind was the first to greet me even if we were in a little arguement but I think were over it now so whatevers, second to greet me was my twin dulce :) thrid and fourth was my friend noli and chan and fifth and sixth place was my friend sheila and michelle hehe I LOVE THEM ;)

so I have no idea what's in stores for me today let's just wait and see
bbl :)

Anoter cute outfit

I love everything about this outfit put together,
Especially the beanie, but I'm having hard time finding it D;

Tae Yang-Wedding dress.

he's adorable and this song I love it...this is the first korean song I ever loved.

Just hours away..

Until I'm finally 16TEEN (; it felt forever that I was 15 haha. Well I'm excited for my birthday kinda but I'm stressing because I still got no idea what to do if I should just have a big party or just a small bbq.. And knowing me I'm very bad at choosing.. anyways me and my boyfriend is well I guess in an arguement about how I'm not giving him space & Idk its confusing right now because I thought things between us was great..& what sucks the most is were argueing and my birthday is hours away and I don't even wanna feel sad. I just want everything to get better before my birthday D; & he hasen't even called me almost HALF of today and I was gonna see him after he was done hanging with his cousin but since he's not answering or calling I dont know now...
anyways its so fast how this year is almost done christmas is soon and I still haven't gone christmas shopping for anyone... aw man & plus I need a job it sucks being jobless ever since I quit at my other job.. but whatevers I'll find a way.

update this later.

Another day,

Just another regular day, it was very cold in the morning that I didn't wanna get out of bed I just wanted to stay in my comfortable bed and my blanket. But I couldn't but later on during the day it was not getting all that cold. School was school learned new things had fun with the friends got some laughs... & since it was a half day I couldn't wait till afterschool because I wanted to spend time with my boyfriend already. So afterschool dropped noli off at michelles house, then dropped my sister home and then my friend john dropped me off at my boyfriends house. & when I got there babe's friend enrico and chanel were there doing there physics project haha I find it funny which is why I can't wait to watch it. when my boyfriends done editing it. So spent time with my boyfriend after they left, talked, snuggled and watching t.v together it was fun because I missed him so much. Oh yeah just a reminder THREE more days till MY BIRTHDAY. I seriously have no idea what to do I'm wondering if I should make a party or just a small little dinner with some of my friends and my family. But then again my boyfriend said he has something plan for me but Idk will just see. So anyways gonna go do my homework and finish it alrright good bye.

Happy December.

There's so much people's birthday that I know in december. Like today is my friend Branden and Kerry Alapai birthday hehe. So happy birthday to them. & HAPPY 23 MONTHS TO ME AND MY BOYFRIEND. I can't believe it's december already it's so fast. But I love the holidays it's so exciting especially since it's almost christmas and a new year. Either then that I'll just enjoy the best of 2009.
So lately in school I'm trying to catch up in my algebra two because my teacher is well let's just say not good at math. Anyways I gotta start saving up so I can buy the people I love gifts.
By the way FOUR more days till my birthday I'm so excited but I still have no idea what to do yet. But anyways I'll keep this updated as best as I can..