didnt blog for like five days,
suh annyways im at my bebehs house (: im bored and i gotta use the bathrooom HAHAH shut up,
hmm well lately i bought me tones of stuff got me a laptop got me shoes and like went shopping more (: MHMM
very good very goood
WAIT BRB
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
MERRRY CHRISTMAAAS
HO HO HO MERRY CHRISTMAS!
hope everyone had a goood one (: annnyways today was goood, was at hhome for a while waited for mommmy
thn like mom dropped me off at baabes house spent half of my chritmas with him im thhaaankful i got to sseee my bebehh and yeah we maid brownies together mmm yummy we cuddled watching my korean drama i love it :] and yaaw maid out and i was hugging him hahaha big baaby i love him (: and then yaaaw my mommy picked me up and baabes mommy gave me my present aw, and yaaw went kmart an yaaw ergh i wanted to get baabe this poool tble but then to laate hmmm, then yaw mommy got jacob somthing a tooy haha and yeah picked up josh and jacob uncle edwin didnt wanna come suh gaay an d then yaaw went auntys house played watch tv wait for 12 o'clock and then yaaw playd with my little cousin, and yaaw then watched more of my korean drama hahah funny :] then it was FINALLY TWELVE people texted me & baabe called me heheh AWW (: annnd then yeah little cousin was playing with the toy my mommmy booooought for him and then yah i opend my gifts and yaaaaw then watched mor of my korean drama then like it was 12 somthing my cousins had to go home & yaaaw was looking for my cousins new toy from us but ergh idk still looking for it i wonder where he putted it, THHEN yeah seeping at auntys house but its hard to sleep cause its dark & yaaaw no one to talk to haaawh this gonna be a long night erg well GNIGHT
MERRY CHRISTMAS
hope everyone had a goood one (: annnyways today was goood, was at hhome for a while waited for mommmy
thn like mom dropped me off at baabes house spent half of my chritmas with him im thhaaankful i got to sseee my bebehh and yeah we maid brownies together mmm yummy we cuddled watching my korean drama i love it :] and yaaw maid out and i was hugging him hahaha big baaby i love him (: and then yaaaw my mommy picked me up and baabes mommy gave me my present aw, and yaaw went kmart an yaaw ergh i wanted to get baabe this poool tble but then to laate hmmm, then yaw mommy got jacob somthing a tooy haha and yeah picked up josh and jacob uncle edwin didnt wanna come suh gaay an d then yaaw went auntys house played watch tv wait for 12 o'clock and then yaaw playd with my little cousin, and yaaw then watched more of my korean drama hahah funny :] then it was FINALLY TWELVE people texted me & baabe called me heheh AWW (: annnd then yeah little cousin was playing with the toy my mommmy booooought for him and then yah i opend my gifts and yaaaaw then watched mor of my korean drama then like it was 12 somthing my cousins had to go home & yaaaw was looking for my cousins new toy from us but ergh idk still looking for it i wonder where he putted it, THHEN yeah seeping at auntys house but its hard to sleep cause its dark & yaaaw no one to talk to haaawh this gonna be a long night erg well GNIGHT
MERRY CHRISTMAS
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
TWO MORE FAYS
till christmas omg so fast auready
aw almost the end of the year im excited cause almost gonna make A YEAR with bebeh (:
but im sad cause the years gonna end aw so faast DAMMN ! time flys by hahah
well christmas im not evn done shopping for anyone HAAAWH ! i guess i might spend my christmas money on them ergh or not im not sure i gotta check first !
i still have to get so much AW !
but annyways i think imma get babe one more things he bought me somthing so expensive AW !
but yeah annyways today HEADSHOTS (: took picture with bebehh i was with my mommy sister cousins and sisters friends so yeah my cousin dean was first cause he was taking pictures by himself then NEXT was me and bebeh but then babe stayed outside cause all they had to put on him was powder and then yeah the lady that did my hair she was very nice and cool, and i love how she did my make up i felt like i was going prm (: then yeah babe and i took pictures 5 shots and then i changed my look haha we were matching (: it was yello and then blue after for my second shot,
then yeah was done then like had to chooose OMG so hard to pick i wanted to retake it cause i didnt really like some of it haha but oh wellls me and babe finally chose what we agreed on and yeah, so sisters friends were still up but my mommy said we can go walk arund pearls sp we did and babe bought me my christmas gift cause he said he wont have time and like yyyeah ! he bought me a hello kitty bag for $70 hehe aw he so sweet <3
then yeah after that we walked around ate and yeahh walked so more, then got tired so then waited for everyone to come to macys and yeah i saw a shoe i wanted its coach very cute (:
then yeah mommy dropped me and bebehs house we were waiting for his cousin vince to come pick us up cause they were gonna play basket ball ! then like yeah they came vince ryan and tyerston so we went kunia basket ball courts, they played and yeahhh i was just watching with kenneths other cousin AJ, and yah was so cooold and i was getting hungry ! so then mommy called she picked me up and yeahh, went jack n the box bought me sandwich and then went back to the basket ball courts cause i forgot to give babe his keys and camera, then like yeah gave him my fries and sandwich he looked hungry aw babeh,
then yeah droped sisters friends off and yeah now home booored
kay tomorrows annother day HAAAWH bye :]
aw almost the end of the year im excited cause almost gonna make A YEAR with bebeh (:
but im sad cause the years gonna end aw so faast DAMMN ! time flys by hahah
well christmas im not evn done shopping for anyone HAAAWH ! i guess i might spend my christmas money on them ergh or not im not sure i gotta check first !
i still have to get so much AW !
but annyways i think imma get babe one more things he bought me somthing so expensive AW !
but yeah annyways today HEADSHOTS (: took picture with bebehh i was with my mommy sister cousins and sisters friends so yeah my cousin dean was first cause he was taking pictures by himself then NEXT was me and bebeh but then babe stayed outside cause all they had to put on him was powder and then yeah the lady that did my hair she was very nice and cool, and i love how she did my make up i felt like i was going prm (: then yeah babe and i took pictures 5 shots and then i changed my look haha we were matching (: it was yello and then blue after for my second shot,
then yeah was done then like had to chooose OMG so hard to pick i wanted to retake it cause i didnt really like some of it haha but oh wellls me and babe finally chose what we agreed on and yeah, so sisters friends were still up but my mommy said we can go walk arund pearls sp we did and babe bought me my christmas gift cause he said he wont have time and like yyyeah ! he bought me a hello kitty bag for $70 hehe aw he so sweet <3
then yeah after that we walked around ate and yeahh walked so more, then got tired so then waited for everyone to come to macys and yeah i saw a shoe i wanted its coach very cute (:
then yeah mommy dropped me and bebehs house we were waiting for his cousin vince to come pick us up cause they were gonna play basket ball ! then like yeah they came vince ryan and tyerston so we went kunia basket ball courts, they played and yeahhh i was just watching with kenneths other cousin AJ, and yah was so cooold and i was getting hungry ! so then mommy called she picked me up and yeahh, went jack n the box bought me sandwich and then went back to the basket ball courts cause i forgot to give babe his keys and camera, then like yeah gave him my fries and sandwich he looked hungry aw babeh,
then yeah droped sisters friends off and yeah now home booored
kay tomorrows annother day HAAAWH bye :]
Saturday, December 20, 2008
yesterday
okay today was fffun on the last day of school,
kaaee so woke up got ready for school i wass by myself walking to d building but whatevers then i saw kayla we were talking,
and then christian them came oh no baaangah haha asked him about his fight and yehh alex was an ass, sttupid ! but yeaaah then brandon came and then dulce them came gave her christmas gift bwhaha so then the bell range first period watched a movie and then 2nd period watched another movie batmaannn mhmm but i wasent paying much attention though cause like i was playing with juanitos phone trying to beeat him at snake bwhaha, then recess gave jasmine her gift and then yeah talked with people, then 3rd period played this game and then 4th period just did my wwoork got some brownies from marc haha and jasmine stayed in my class then the bell ranged at 11 30 but i stayed back me and jas stayed bck to work on our thing for mr raamiscal and then like brandon came cause he has to work on his thing to so we talked and yehh i tried finishing inside my dvd but then like i choose a theme very difficult , so i used another one and i loved it so im almost done with it FINALLY im so haapppy (:
then yeah it was like 2 somthing so cought city bus to jasmines house but then i dad picked me up when i was walking, to her house and then daddy dropped me of at babes house (: &&&nd then hugged babe cause i never seen him in like foreva,babe gived me my gift from my buddy aw "THAANKS BUDDY " and then yeah then we played jon can a poo haha im still the champion hun (: and everytime one of us lost we would have to put candy in our mouth haha then he wanted to wrestle ergh i lost and then we watched a movie he liked i fell asleep haha he was trying to wake me up haha you booger lol. after that my mom them came to pick us up we went city lights together aw i loved it cause i get to go with him this time (: annyways took picture ugh there was so many people so annoying stuupid hahhaa, so yeh i was like "gaah everyones like in my way can you guys just movie gaahhh" so they did ahaha sorry but yeah was annoying to be in a croud, thne as we were walking out babe said he seen my ex i was like what ex and hes like "edger" and i didnt belive him so i was like whatever so then yeah babe and i were taking picture by the tree && then mom saw an old friend of hers and then babe starts talking to somone and i loook and it was him i was like EWWWW WTHECK haha but whatevers he saw me i saw him and his bebehh how cute but yeah then family and babe and i left and he piggy backed me and omgg i saw him again haha gahh, thhen we went to go eat shiros haha it was babes first time there i was surprise lmao,
and then yeah now im VERY TIRED omggg was a good day after all (:
kaaee so woke up got ready for school i wass by myself walking to d building but whatevers then i saw kayla we were talking,
and then christian them came oh no baaangah haha asked him about his fight and yehh alex was an ass, sttupid ! but yeaaah then brandon came and then dulce them came gave her christmas gift bwhaha so then the bell range first period watched a movie and then 2nd period watched another movie batmaannn mhmm but i wasent paying much attention though cause like i was playing with juanitos phone trying to beeat him at snake bwhaha, then recess gave jasmine her gift and then yeah talked with people, then 3rd period played this game and then 4th period just did my wwoork got some brownies from marc haha and jasmine stayed in my class then the bell ranged at 11 30 but i stayed back me and jas stayed bck to work on our thing for mr raamiscal and then like brandon came cause he has to work on his thing to so we talked and yehh i tried finishing inside my dvd but then like i choose a theme very difficult , so i used another one and i loved it so im almost done with it FINALLY im so haapppy (:
then yeah it was like 2 somthing so cought city bus to jasmines house but then i dad picked me up when i was walking, to her house and then daddy dropped me of at babes house (: &&&nd then hugged babe cause i never seen him in like foreva,babe gived me my gift from my buddy aw "THAANKS BUDDY " and then yeah then we played jon can a poo haha im still the champion hun (: and everytime one of us lost we would have to put candy in our mouth haha then he wanted to wrestle ergh i lost and then we watched a movie he liked i fell asleep haha he was trying to wake me up haha you booger lol. after that my mom them came to pick us up we went city lights together aw i loved it cause i get to go with him this time (: annyways took picture ugh there was so many people so annoying stuupid hahhaa, so yeh i was like "gaah everyones like in my way can you guys just movie gaahhh" so they did ahaha sorry but yeah was annoying to be in a croud, thne as we were walking out babe said he seen my ex i was like what ex and hes like "edger" and i didnt belive him so i was like whatever so then yeah babe and i were taking picture by the tree && then mom saw an old friend of hers and then babe starts talking to somone and i loook and it was him i was like EWWWW WTHECK haha but whatevers he saw me i saw him and his bebehh how cute but yeah then family and babe and i left and he piggy backed me and omgg i saw him again haha gahh, thhen we went to go eat shiros haha it was babes first time there i was surprise lmao,
and then yeah now im VERY TIRED omggg was a good day after all (:
Saturday, December 13, 2008
relized...
that christmas is sooon,
in like what 7 MORE DAYS! wow thats like so fast im not even done christmas shopping for anyone aw man :[ i only got a few
i got :
babe
grandma
sister
jasmine
sheila
and dulce, so far i still have to get dad& mom grandpa cousin jacob chanele& joshua and more of my family, annnd i think thats all yeaaups (: basically im not even close to being done ,
wooow well imma get myself everything i want after christmas i dont wanna depend on anyone (: hmm im bored and its so boring since the weather is making my weekend boring,
omg at work it was buusssy i swear but oh wells idc kept me in shhaape hahaha :] and then like when i was finish it was like raining alot and it was scary because how the clouds look like omgg was scaary :[ but yeahh so my plans got ruined cause the weather aw man i hope the weather isent like this tomorrow ergh, screws everything up.. anyways
as i was saying
NEW YEARS IS ALMOST SOOON &&&&&&
MY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH BABE IS SOOON ALSO IM SO HAPPY (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
ergh i dont even know what we should do on our anniversary i dont even know what to get him on our one year omg wow ONE YEAR thats so faaast the years and months gone fast WOOOW (: hahahaha
kay bye bye im bored on here
in like what 7 MORE DAYS! wow thats like so fast im not even done christmas shopping for anyone aw man :[ i only got a few
i got :
babe
grandma
sister
jasmine
sheila
and dulce, so far i still have to get dad& mom grandpa cousin jacob chanele& joshua and more of my family, annnd i think thats all yeaaups (: basically im not even close to being done ,
wooow well imma get myself everything i want after christmas i dont wanna depend on anyone (: hmm im bored and its so boring since the weather is making my weekend boring,
omg at work it was buusssy i swear but oh wells idc kept me in shhaape hahaha :] and then like when i was finish it was like raining alot and it was scary because how the clouds look like omgg was scaary :[ but yeahh so my plans got ruined cause the weather aw man i hope the weather isent like this tomorrow ergh, screws everything up.. anyways
as i was saying
NEW YEARS IS ALMOST SOOON &&&&&&
MY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH BABE IS SOOON ALSO IM SO HAPPY (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
ergh i dont even know what we should do on our anniversary i dont even know what to get him on our one year omg wow ONE YEAR thats so faaast the years and months gone fast WOOOW (: hahahaha
kay bye bye im bored on here
stormy friday
okaay, so woke up around like 6 15 wow my mommy and sister dont bother waking me up hahah whatevers, so yeah got rready i already knew wht i was gonna wear ;] so got to school walked around with my cousin chanele and then walked to d building cause its boring, omgg then like this bug came out of its shell idk it was this black bugg i was fasinated with it cause like yeah i never know that bugg can do that , ew its sooo ugly >_<>
but yeah anyways got to 1st went to this avid thingy idk my teacher thought it would be good for me and then yeah went back to claass did a test i didnt get to finish but ill finish on monday :]
then 2nd just did a lab, then lunch it was fun but errgh stupid people, DISGUSTING -_- idk who spitt on my phone but jasmine washed cause it was her fault ughhh damn people, then 3rd finish the 1.4 assignment i finished :] and then 4th did our dvd layout and podcast omg i dont want an f in that class so crazy,
then like afterschool went home bllah was on here and then like yeah hours paast, and omgg there was like thunder and lighting and then there was this LOOOUD ONE that scared the shhit out of me i swear, i never heard a thunder like that before whooole crap so scary still can picture me hearing it,
annnnyways dad dropped me off to babes house, so scary when my dad was driving because like you couldnt really see when you were driving cause the raain omg was strong damn, scaary but i stayed calm :] so got to babes house ergh he said it was a blackout but he lied haha that loser, then we went on the computer and watched tv and just talked :] then the mommy went to go buy us jack in the box mmm :] yummy affter that babe was like talking in the launguage of his own haha so erking lol he couldnt stop omgg -_- lol so then afffter we ate we played jon can a poo hahaha was so funnny and fun i loved it :] :] :]
I WONNNN hahha couldnt stop no no no i hhhad to win evertime i lost lol, thhhen we were tired cause yeah everytime one of us lost we would end up laughing or tickleing eachother or pushing eachother haha was funnny :]
annyways watched the movie narnia havent watched that in the longest so it was goood to refresh my memory of that movie,
aww :] then my mommmy picked me up and yeahh it was coold and it was like traffic still cause they said somewhere was flouded but idk whhatevers,
soo anyways imma go shower now getting late GNIGHT
but yeah anyways got to 1st went to this avid thingy idk my teacher thought it would be good for me and then yeah went back to claass did a test i didnt get to finish but ill finish on monday :]
then 2nd just did a lab, then lunch it was fun but errgh stupid people, DISGUSTING -_- idk who spitt on my phone but jasmine washed cause it was her fault ughhh damn people, then 3rd finish the 1.4 assignment i finished :] and then 4th did our dvd layout and podcast omg i dont want an f in that class so crazy,
then like afterschool went home bllah was on here and then like yeah hours paast, and omgg there was like thunder and lighting and then there was this LOOOUD ONE that scared the shhit out of me i swear, i never heard a thunder like that before whooole crap so scary still can picture me hearing it,
annnnyways dad dropped me off to babes house, so scary when my dad was driving because like you couldnt really see when you were driving cause the raain omg was strong damn, scaary but i stayed calm :] so got to babes house ergh he said it was a blackout but he lied haha that loser, then we went on the computer and watched tv and just talked :] then the mommy went to go buy us jack in the box mmm :] yummy affter that babe was like talking in the launguage of his own haha so erking lol he couldnt stop omgg -_- lol so then afffter we ate we played jon can a poo hahaha was so funnny and fun i loved it :] :] :]
I WONNNN hahha couldnt stop no no no i hhhad to win evertime i lost lol, thhhen we were tired cause yeah everytime one of us lost we would end up laughing or tickleing eachother or pushing eachother haha was funnny :]
annyways watched the movie narnia havent watched that in the longest so it was goood to refresh my memory of that movie,
aww :] then my mommmy picked me up and yeahh it was coold and it was like traffic still cause they said somewhere was flouded but idk whhatevers,
soo anyways imma go shower now getting late GNIGHT
Thursday, December 11, 2008
rainy day
woow what a morning well woke up so DAMN EARLY,and it was for no reasons cause then like at 6:35 when i was about to go to the bus, my mommy them said we cant go school, because how its rainy and how strong the rain is, so we all ended up not going school and good thing to because if i did my hair would be messy and my clothes would be wet,
so whoever did go school YOU CRAAAZAY, stupid ! (:
but anyways i feel like a fatass doing nothing at home except watching tv and eating well i ate like chicken my grandma maid which was goood haha she should make a store :] mmm ! and then i ate chicken sandwhich so im not eating dinner no more becuse like yeah i feel like a fatass for the day ergh haha, whatevers
so watched tv there wasent anything to watch so kept changing the channel until i was interested in somthing on televison, then went on the computer was boring, so watched more tv talked with my sister and cousin josh and chanele was sleeping till now,so then daddy says "want me to drop you off kenneths" im like really yeaah (: and hes like "nahh just kidding HAHAH"
but then he was kidding so he bbrought me to kenneths and omgg the golf course where i live is like FLOOOOOUDED wtheelll looks like a lake now not like a golf course aw pooor people who like golf now cannot :[
anyways im at babes house blogging on here and watchin "the haunting" haha not even paying attention to it cause i pretty much watched the whole thing and like yeh, hahah
AJ SAYS :imma break the key board auready but i dont think so ahahaha LOSER,
well im bored imma spend time with babe :]
good bye for now BERIGHTBACK
so whoever did go school YOU CRAAAZAY, stupid ! (:
but anyways i feel like a fatass doing nothing at home except watching tv and eating well i ate like chicken my grandma maid which was goood haha she should make a store :] mmm ! and then i ate chicken sandwhich so im not eating dinner no more becuse like yeah i feel like a fatass for the day ergh haha, whatevers
so watched tv there wasent anything to watch so kept changing the channel until i was interested in somthing on televison, then went on the computer was boring, so watched more tv talked with my sister and cousin josh and chanele was sleeping till now,so then daddy says "want me to drop you off kenneths" im like really yeaah (: and hes like "nahh just kidding HAHAH"
but then he was kidding so he bbrought me to kenneths and omgg the golf course where i live is like FLOOOOOUDED wtheelll looks like a lake now not like a golf course aw pooor people who like golf now cannot :[
anyways im at babes house blogging on here and watchin "the haunting" haha not even paying attention to it cause i pretty much watched the whole thing and like yeh, hahah
AJ SAYS :imma break the key board auready but i dont think so ahahaha LOSER,
well im bored imma spend time with babe :]
good bye for now BERIGHTBACK
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
wednesday
i swear every wednesday im always tired, haha how weird
but anyways im so bored my head hurts ERRGH, how gayy
anyways school was alright had fun i guess you can say ! in the morning went with chanele to her math class OMG her teacher is mean
and she was like bossing me around and im not even in her class omgg how rude,
anyways 1st period watched "Macbeth" its alright i guess in 2nd period did work finished :]
lunch was fun haha played with margies camera haha omgg she didnt even know i was still usiing her camera until lunch was over but yeah sheila was taking so much close up of people's faces like canned photo haha so ugly peoples reactions when they dont know ergh i was one of it so whatevers, then yeahh toook more pictures was fun i love margies camera :) aw so cute her and her almost so called "boyfriend"
anyways 3rd pd had a sub had to do 1.4 worksheet of geometry ergh wilmar wasent even doing nothing except draawing how lame,
then 4th finished our picture thingy for 4th and yehh,
afterschool, it was coold and windy but hot at some points talked with jasmine and ashley then got home and talked to babe ;]
so annoying the songs he sang i swear omg, lol especially this ONE song how annnooooyyyiiing lol but i love him so damn much MWAUh ;]
well im bored and todays bored and i want jack in the box
kay bye :]
but anyways im so bored my head hurts ERRGH, how gayy
anyways school was alright had fun i guess you can say ! in the morning went with chanele to her math class OMG her teacher is mean
and she was like bossing me around and im not even in her class omgg how rude,
anyways 1st period watched "Macbeth" its alright i guess in 2nd period did work finished :]
lunch was fun haha played with margies camera haha omgg she didnt even know i was still usiing her camera until lunch was over but yeah sheila was taking so much close up of people's faces like canned photo haha so ugly peoples reactions when they dont know ergh i was one of it so whatevers, then yeahh toook more pictures was fun i love margies camera :) aw so cute her and her almost so called "boyfriend"
anyways 3rd pd had a sub had to do 1.4 worksheet of geometry ergh wilmar wasent even doing nothing except draawing how lame,
then 4th finished our picture thingy for 4th and yehh,
afterschool, it was coold and windy but hot at some points talked with jasmine and ashley then got home and talked to babe ;]
so annoying the songs he sang i swear omg, lol especially this ONE song how annnooooyyyiiing lol but i love him so damn much MWAUh ;]
well im bored and todays bored and i want jack in the box
kay bye :]
Saturday, December 6, 2008
hmm,
im sad lately :[
its so like differnt how your acking now days jasmine says you ack like kevin your cousin but i dont think so, yesterday on my birthday it was suppose to be a good day for me yennno but no you didnt even make it special for me you just maid my birthday so miserable for me cause how your acking just cause they came i mean why did you have to stay mad for the whole time at my party thats ridiculous and plus you said your okay with them already then whats the problem ? haawh i dont understand you somtimes you couldnt even look at me or even talk to me ,you were just being rude to me and my whole family i mean C'MON now thats not like you your like changing through out this relationship your not nice to me as before you dont treat me how you did before your rude, idk your just differnt lately and it makes me sad i wish everything was how it used to be how we NEVER EVER did fight & argue how everything would just be great yenno smiles giggles * how you would always call me just checking up on me and talk to me for hours and hours, idk i just miss things lately,
and wow today including last night you dont even bother calling me last night i waited by my cell phone half of the night just waiting for the call hawh, and today omgg your so mmean i kept calling you and calling you and i even told you to answer your phone DID YOU NO ! you didnt your mom answerd saying you were outside, idk i dont even think your mom likes me she always looks mad at me or somthing like wow i didnt even do anything, haawh i kept calling you NO PICK UP not even one at least from you and then when i called again like at 11 somthing, your grandpa answerd saying your at the prty already i mean like WOW BABE, thats so jerkish kind you couldnt even like at least talk for me for a while sheesh, now i have to wait for your call tnight cause i know your not gonna be home till late, as always
I ALWAYS wonder if you even think how i feel somtimes, cause i mean its like i always have to say sorry whenever were arguing, even if i did nothing wrong, i feel like im always the bad person that always says sorry for whats going on,
and that look on your face like when your mad or irritated GAHHH' it makes me so sad and irritated when you make those faces its like not hard to look kind its like i have to beg on my kneesss to say sorry so that expression of your face goes away,
i hate it when i have feelings like this i feel so crappy :(
my mom said i should just stop being so give in kind to you she says im to nice to you and you tke control of me and i should stop that cause your just like steping on me, idk somthing like that,
baabe i dont want arguing like other couples do i dont wanna fight i dont wann cry i dont wanna always keep waiting, i just want you i just want the old you i want how everything was I MISS IT,
i dont want you yelling at me i dont want you to always be tired when you call me so we less talk i dont want you always going out and coming home late,
dont you know what im saying I JUST WANT everything how it was I MISS YOU I MISS HOW OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS BEFORE, yenno
well im just expressin my feelings yenno
I LOVE YOU FOREVER, but just stop hurting me lately okay ...
its so like differnt how your acking now days jasmine says you ack like kevin your cousin but i dont think so, yesterday on my birthday it was suppose to be a good day for me yennno but no you didnt even make it special for me you just maid my birthday so miserable for me cause how your acking just cause they came i mean why did you have to stay mad for the whole time at my party thats ridiculous and plus you said your okay with them already then whats the problem ? haawh i dont understand you somtimes you couldnt even look at me or even talk to me ,you were just being rude to me and my whole family i mean C'MON now thats not like you your like changing through out this relationship your not nice to me as before you dont treat me how you did before your rude, idk your just differnt lately and it makes me sad i wish everything was how it used to be how we NEVER EVER did fight & argue how everything would just be great yenno smiles giggles * how you would always call me just checking up on me and talk to me for hours and hours, idk i just miss things lately,
and wow today including last night you dont even bother calling me last night i waited by my cell phone half of the night just waiting for the call hawh, and today omgg your so mmean i kept calling you and calling you and i even told you to answer your phone DID YOU NO ! you didnt your mom answerd saying you were outside, idk i dont even think your mom likes me she always looks mad at me or somthing like wow i didnt even do anything, haawh i kept calling you NO PICK UP not even one at least from you and then when i called again like at 11 somthing, your grandpa answerd saying your at the prty already i mean like WOW BABE, thats so jerkish kind you couldnt even like at least talk for me for a while sheesh, now i have to wait for your call tnight cause i know your not gonna be home till late, as always
I ALWAYS wonder if you even think how i feel somtimes, cause i mean its like i always have to say sorry whenever were arguing, even if i did nothing wrong, i feel like im always the bad person that always says sorry for whats going on,
and that look on your face like when your mad or irritated GAHHH' it makes me so sad and irritated when you make those faces its like not hard to look kind its like i have to beg on my kneesss to say sorry so that expression of your face goes away,
i hate it when i have feelings like this i feel so crappy :(
my mom said i should just stop being so give in kind to you she says im to nice to you and you tke control of me and i should stop that cause your just like steping on me, idk somthing like that,
baabe i dont want arguing like other couples do i dont wanna fight i dont wann cry i dont wanna always keep waiting, i just want you i just want the old you i want how everything was I MISS IT,
i dont want you yelling at me i dont want you to always be tired when you call me so we less talk i dont want you always going out and coming home late,
dont you know what im saying I JUST WANT everything how it was I MISS YOU I MISS HOW OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS BEFORE, yenno
well im just expressin my feelings yenno
I LOVE YOU FOREVER, but just stop hurting me lately okay ...
Friday, December 5, 2008
DECEMBER FIVE 2008
ITS MY BIRTHDAY (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
haha yaaay (: well last night exact twelve my phone was ringing craazy lol oh mann i was sleeping and all of a sudden RING RING RING RING RING RING & MORE RING hahaha well the first person was actually my boyfriend to greet me hahaha he almost forgot he was like sleeping auready but then the first person of my friends to greet me was JUNE RIVERA hah everyone else that said they were gonna be the first to greet me they fell asleep looking at the clock how funny, well i got a voicemail from jaasmine how cute thanks bebehh then after that everyone texted me haha omgg AWW (:
thanks everyone for greeting all LAST NNIGHT omgg haha (:
aw but that sucks cause when i woke up i couldnt go school like i was about to get ready but my mom said no i have to stay home HAAAWH man :[ and everyone was expecting my birthday asss there tday aw man SORRAY EVERYONE ! but anyways my mom was playing the birthday song JUST FOR ME haha nahh she does that everyyear lol, i was dancing to it oh no oh no maid me feel so SPECIAL ahhaa, (: i love it
then my mom them left and i was just watching tv jasmine called me asking where i was and she brought everything idk what she was talking about and yehh then i told dulce to video tape everyone saying happpy birthday to me since i cant be there that way i can see it and see what i missed and alla that HOOOO SMART YEAH (: im so smart lol after that my aunty called me even my uncle from the mainland greeting me then yeah i went sleeep cause i was tired and my head was sore and i felt weak so i slept till 11 or almost 12 then my little cousin came hes sick like me except he only has a fever which is a good thing, he dont gotta get the fricken flu like me ERRRGH,
well berightback with this watching poolar express with my baby cousin i dont know what imma do today but i hope its fun imma keep it updated (:
BERIGHTBACK
kay back so far my party is alright not fun as i wanted it to be :[
well my cousin and aunty them came as i said and then june and japan them came and of couse BAABE came (:
omgg my mom maid me LOTS of food omggaah feeliing like a fattass haha nah it was delicious, aw jasmine came over and since i ddint go school they maid me a cake with the letter "A" with rings on it (: and theymaid me a poster of mee and they gave me this thing i have to wear all the time saying "birthday girl" haha how sweet i love you SBG's MWAAUH (:
then yeah me and babe were talking UNTIL haaaawh when june them came he like ackted so differnt after he was being mean and ignoring me and not even like talk to me and haaawh its just ruining my birthday right now i feel so sad especially ON MY BIRTHDAY i mena c;mon why would he ack like that ON MY BIRTHDAY !!!! hawh idk but its just driving me crazy how hes acking idk what to do , but like my aunty said ENJOY it i only have like what two more hours to enjoy my birthday so might as well make the best out of it already RRRIGHT
kaay imma go HAAAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEE YAAY (:
bye
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
haha yaaay (: well last night exact twelve my phone was ringing craazy lol oh mann i was sleeping and all of a sudden RING RING RING RING RING RING & MORE RING hahaha well the first person was actually my boyfriend to greet me hahaha he almost forgot he was like sleeping auready but then the first person of my friends to greet me was JUNE RIVERA hah everyone else that said they were gonna be the first to greet me they fell asleep looking at the clock how funny, well i got a voicemail from jaasmine how cute thanks bebehh then after that everyone texted me haha omgg AWW (:
thanks everyone for greeting all LAST NNIGHT omgg haha (:
aw but that sucks cause when i woke up i couldnt go school like i was about to get ready but my mom said no i have to stay home HAAAWH man :[ and everyone was expecting my birthday asss there tday aw man SORRAY EVERYONE ! but anyways my mom was playing the birthday song JUST FOR ME haha nahh she does that everyyear lol, i was dancing to it oh no oh no maid me feel so SPECIAL ahhaa, (: i love it
then my mom them left and i was just watching tv jasmine called me asking where i was and she brought everything idk what she was talking about and yehh then i told dulce to video tape everyone saying happpy birthday to me since i cant be there that way i can see it and see what i missed and alla that HOOOO SMART YEAH (: im so smart lol after that my aunty called me even my uncle from the mainland greeting me then yeah i went sleeep cause i was tired and my head was sore and i felt weak so i slept till 11 or almost 12 then my little cousin came hes sick like me except he only has a fever which is a good thing, he dont gotta get the fricken flu like me ERRRGH,
well berightback with this watching poolar express with my baby cousin i dont know what imma do today but i hope its fun imma keep it updated (:
BERIGHTBACK
kay back so far my party is alright not fun as i wanted it to be :[
well my cousin and aunty them came as i said and then june and japan them came and of couse BAABE came (:
omgg my mom maid me LOTS of food omggaah feeliing like a fattass haha nah it was delicious, aw jasmine came over and since i ddint go school they maid me a cake with the letter "A" with rings on it (: and theymaid me a poster of mee and they gave me this thing i have to wear all the time saying "birthday girl" haha how sweet i love you SBG's MWAAUH (:
then yeah me and babe were talking UNTIL haaaawh when june them came he like ackted so differnt after he was being mean and ignoring me and not even like talk to me and haaawh its just ruining my birthday right now i feel so sad especially ON MY BIRTHDAY i mena c;mon why would he ack like that ON MY BIRTHDAY !!!! hawh idk but its just driving me crazy how hes acking idk what to do , but like my aunty said ENJOY it i only have like what two more hours to enjoy my birthday so might as well make the best out of it already RRRIGHT
kaay imma go HAAAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEE YAAY (:
bye
Thursday, December 4, 2008
DAYS
like this ergh TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW (: ITS MY BIRTHDAY finally wow how days just go by so fast im excited in a way kinda some sorta maybe ergh i just hate the fact that im sick hopfully ill me okay by tomorrow and go school
its boring at home nothing to do but watch t.v and eat your fatass away and lay down damn thats how i feel i feel junk -_- and i have a BIG headache right now ughh I HATE BEING SICK stupid flu you suck
well i wonder whos gonna be the first to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABCDE (:
hmm
well bbl im tired
bye
its boring at home nothing to do but watch t.v and eat your fatass away and lay down damn thats how i feel i feel junk -_- and i have a BIG headache right now ughh I HATE BEING SICK stupid flu you suck
well i wonder whos gonna be the first to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABCDE (:
hmm
well bbl im tired
bye
Monday, December 1, 2008
ERGH
flu season i guess BTW HAPPY ELEVEN MONTHS BABE (:
my head so sore and i feel like CRAAAP, my head hurts my body achs i keep coughing ALOT runnie nose and its cold
ergh almost my birthday too nahh its kay my flu will be away by then so woke up in the morning got to school talked with ashley them for a while then talked with alex and taren then chassity them came tried to fix caelyns blackberry but cassie tried after haha so hard omgg idk if she fixed it yet but yehh, then kevin came ate his candy MMM then bell range ergh my voice sounded like the ugliest ever michelle kept teasing me STUPID haha nahh whatevers idc then 2nd period WILMAR as always the most trouble maker to me was teasing my voice i was being mean in that class SORRY bad mood today (:
then recess came ate my chicken sandwich from wendys mmm so talked with sheila them and jasmine hahah sheila kept interupting jasmine everytime she talked to me lol was funny "i like lexus" "i love kenneth" HAHAHAHAH mann, then sheila was making my bracelet idk if she finished i went home early when it came to third period i felt HORRIABLE i had a fever and everthing was bright and like SUPER COLD like everytime somone touched me my body would ache -_- so then my dad picked me up went straight to sleep had TWO blankets on me damn was that cold then woke up around 2 almost 3 cause jasmine called me ergh interupted my napp nah jk, and yehh now im on here its booring KAY BYE (:
OH YEAH !!! ......
anyways didnt blog yesterday so YESTERDAY went to work was erking STUPID CUSTOMER my hair is better than you _ITCH -_-
well nevermind the people there erking yeh see babe WE MAID UP (: aw shucks haha I LOVE HIM so damn much
oh yes babe then watched lord of the rings together THEN after lord of the rings was this vampire movie OH DAMN i love it (: !
babe maid me saimen i ate it all haha i was hungry what can i say :] after that continued watching the movie then watched on the computer after that dad came pick me up around 10 somthing I GOT TO SPEND FOUR hours with my bebehh
oh no and guess who i saw in the carr my lttle cousin jacob hahah aw (: he said by to my bebhh lol andmy little cousin kept telling me to get in the car haha with his >:O FACE haha went to pick my mom up and then bring jacob home aw mann then got home and yehh GNIGHT bye
REMINDER :
FOUR MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY (:
my head so sore and i feel like CRAAAP, my head hurts my body achs i keep coughing ALOT runnie nose and its cold
ergh almost my birthday too nahh its kay my flu will be away by then so woke up in the morning got to school talked with ashley them for a while then talked with alex and taren then chassity them came tried to fix caelyns blackberry but cassie tried after haha so hard omgg idk if she fixed it yet but yehh, then kevin came ate his candy MMM then bell range ergh my voice sounded like the ugliest ever michelle kept teasing me STUPID haha nahh whatevers idc then 2nd period WILMAR as always the most trouble maker to me was teasing my voice i was being mean in that class SORRY bad mood today (:
then recess came ate my chicken sandwich from wendys mmm so talked with sheila them and jasmine hahah sheila kept interupting jasmine everytime she talked to me lol was funny "i like lexus" "i love kenneth" HAHAHAHAH mann, then sheila was making my bracelet idk if she finished i went home early when it came to third period i felt HORRIABLE i had a fever and everthing was bright and like SUPER COLD like everytime somone touched me my body would ache -_- so then my dad picked me up went straight to sleep had TWO blankets on me damn was that cold then woke up around 2 almost 3 cause jasmine called me ergh interupted my napp nah jk, and yehh now im on here its booring KAY BYE (:
OH YEAH !!! ......
anyways didnt blog yesterday so YESTERDAY went to work was erking STUPID CUSTOMER my hair is better than you _ITCH -_-
well nevermind the people there erking yeh see babe WE MAID UP (: aw shucks haha I LOVE HIM so damn much
oh yes babe then watched lord of the rings together THEN after lord of the rings was this vampire movie OH DAMN i love it (: !
babe maid me saimen i ate it all haha i was hungry what can i say :] after that continued watching the movie then watched on the computer after that dad came pick me up around 10 somthing I GOT TO SPEND FOUR hours with my bebehh
oh no and guess who i saw in the carr my lttle cousin jacob hahah aw (: he said by to my bebhh lol andmy little cousin kept telling me to get in the car haha with his >:O FACE haha went to pick my mom up and then bring jacob home aw mann then got home and yehh GNIGHT bye
REMINDER :
FOUR MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY (:
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