hellllo

my bloggers! hmm SUMMERS HERE, graduations are here and end of school is almost here
WOW so much happening deng, im so busy i have exams, projects,unexpected test! i have to get a good grade in this one class i just have to because i want my report card to have all "A's" for once ehe but theres just ONE class from stopping me from getting it, which is my health project ! ergh.... how LAME almost there ehe

anyways catch up on this later BYE!

updating :D

okay im back updating like i said,

well lately has been stressful BECAUSE ! its almost the ending the school year and lots of projects and essays due. i hate when its the ending of school cos this is what happens... but ANYWAYS enough about school
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND :D yes thats true I LOVE HIM im falling inlove i said LOVE i know what that feeling is and i dont want to share that with anyone cos yeah its my type of love im feeling ehe but yeah i feel like me and him are beginning to get more closer to eachother everday ! like yesterday i was so happpy all over again ehe i love that feeling AW,

but annyways lets see summer break is coming and graduations OMGOODNESS i gotta buy alot of flowers or maybe i should just take pictures with them and make it as a memory haha LAST LONGER RIGHT!...

i finally went shopping FINALLY i havent shoppped in a long time since work is always taking away my weeknd fun i went with my mommy and sister waikele and found me an outfit for friday ehe ! its cute,
ohyeah i dont really like my hair right now btw cos yeah my mommy messed it up its not really that long as before its like medium AW :[
my hair aint what i pictured it now i might as well make it short !

but yeah keep this blogger thingy updated,
laters !

WOW

i havent been updating for awhile my baad !
welll lately its so HOT here fahreal so fml ! gah and im actually sweating in this type of year last year in summmer even thoe it was hot i never sweat and now iam AYE you know what that means things are changing in the world and only now people are starttng to realize it STUPID IDIOTS !

annywaaays im so bored and its sad cos i havent been shopping in awhile ugh seriously got to start shopping and and alllssso getting back in shape ugh i hate having a sweet tooth ! what a BUMMMER eheh,
well yeah today it was awrght like i said it was HOT, what a draagee ! and i was wearing a jacket cos it was cold in the morning and i love it ;D ahah
but yeah to bad it lasted for only awhile, annyways i got to see my boyfriend ehe deng i felt like i havent seen him forever foreal ! but yeah hes sick poor thing my sweetie :[ aw, oh yeah we maid brownie ice cream YUM YUM YUM it taste so good when the brownies are done baking and then put the ice cream right on top and ughh it melts in ya mouth SO YUMMY YOU SHOULD TRY IT hehe no wait NO DONT cos it only me and my boyfriend desert recipe so get your own :D haha

but yeha im off i finished homework and yeah im hella tired awright blogger going to updated whenvers again BYIES ;D

ANNIVERSARY!

mines SUCKS TODAY ! SERIOUSLY HAPPPY FRICKEN 16 MONTHS BABE ugh yeah rrright its not a even happy anniversary more like dissatervary, ugh im so fricken sad depress you name it

okay it started good in the beginning when i got to see my boyfriend it was happy day and what not we were laughing sleeping and watching tv and what not, ughh but then that wasent going to last long how i was with him on our ANNIVERSARYfricken ring ring*
ugh friends called him to tell him to cruise PHOOTOTSHOOT !

i admit i got mad BECAUSE!! i wanted him all to myself today i mean c'mon ITS OUR FUCKING ANNIVERSARY i was so excited to see you right afterschool because i thought i was going to have you all to myself but turns out that is never going to happen huh, ALWAYS FRIENDS NO MATTER WHAT, but when ANYWAYS yeah i didnt really talk to him as much right after because i was sad of course i would be why wouldnt I anyways as we were leaving he asked me if i was mad and i said no but i lied because i hate when hes mad hes so fricken good at it ! but yeah then he told me to kiss him how i normally kiss him to show him im not mad so yeah i did, AND THEN we got their i was being all mean to him and ignoring him and sassying him ugh but that was only because i wanted to be like the center for the first time you know, ugh ! so frustrating but then yeah then we got to the airport because michelle has to turn in somthing i think her scholarship idk and yeah then i gave him an attitude and then BOOM thats when he started getting pissed ugh i knew i pushed the button ! ugh IM SO DUUMBB WHY DO I DO THAT ! :[ haawh but yeah thhheeeen he ignored me on the way to town by the zoo because mar v jam michelle patrick michael and lan were going to take pictures for michelles project and yeah me and babiy were just fighting he kept like pushing me away everytime i tried to talk to him or like ask him whats wrong. When i tried hugging him he pushed me away when i tried holding his hands he movied it when i tried to talk to him he ignores me. UGH SO IRRITATING SO I just cried because i was heartbroken you know because were fighting on our anniversary but i know its my fault but sheesh he didnt have to take it so serious you know like shhit i got over it not you get over it too sheesh it wasent that big of a deal but then he maid it into a big deal ! ugh so the whole time babiy was ignoring me and sasssying me and being a BEAAACH ! then we got to patricks house i was freezing he was sitting outside i was sitting in the garage. Then i went to the lightpol by patricks house he didnt even bother to come by me or talk to me he just went in the house while i was outside ALL BY MY FRICKEN SELF freezing and crying he didnt do nothing shit so HEARTLESS shows how much you care. ugh i hate being all by myself in this relationship its like i have to always kiss his ass like so irritating and now when i called i told lan to give him the phone he just HANGS UP ON ME ! shheesh he dosent even like wanna talk about it gosh thats what makes me irritated when we dont talk about it, haawh im so not even in the moood right now im sad im not sleepy i have so much things on my mind this stupid problem just got BIGGER ! im hungry im worried ugh YOU HAVE NO IDEA man i just wanna run in the sky all freee flying in the air haawh haawh haawh i dont even wanna work tomorrow SHHIT what a way to start off the first day of the NEW MONTH !

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BAAABE D: