okay it started good in the beginning when i got to see my boyfriend it was happy day and what not we were laughing sleeping and watching tv and what not, ughh but then that wasent going to last long how i was with him on our ANNIVERSARYfricken ring ring*
ugh friends called him to tell him to cruise PHOOTOTSHOOT !
i admit i got mad BECAUSE!! i wanted him all to myself today i mean c'mon ITS OUR FUCKING ANNIVERSARY i was so excited to see you right afterschool because i thought i was going to have you all to myself but turns out that is never going to happen huh, ALWAYS FRIENDS NO MATTER WHAT, but when ANYWAYS yeah i didnt really talk to him as much right after because i was sad of course i would be why wouldnt I anyways as we were leaving he asked me if i was mad and i said no but i lied because i hate when hes mad hes so fricken good at it ! but yeah then he told me to kiss him how i normally kiss him to show him im not mad so yeah i did, AND THEN we got their i was being all mean to him and ignoring him and sassying him ugh but that was only because i wanted to be like the center for the first time you know, ugh ! so frustrating but then yeah then we got to the airport because michelle has to turn in somthing i think her scholarship idk and yeah then i gave him an attitude and then BOOM thats when he started getting pissed ugh i knew i pushed the button ! ugh IM SO DUUMBB WHY DO I DO THAT ! :[ haawh but yeah thhheeeen he ignored me on the way to town by the zoo because mar v jam michelle patrick michael and lan were going to take pictures for michelles project and yeah me and babiy were just fighting he kept like pushing me away everytime i tried to talk to him or like ask him whats wrong. When i tried hugging him he pushed me away when i tried holding his hands he movied it when i tried to talk to him he ignores me. UGH SO IRRITATING SO I just cried because i was heartbroken you know because were fighting on our anniversary but i know its my fault but sheesh he didnt have to take it so serious you know like shhit i got over it not you get over it too sheesh it wasent that big of a deal but then he maid it into a big deal ! ugh so the whole time babiy was ignoring me and sasssying me and being a BEAAACH ! then we got to patricks house i was freezing he was sitting outside i was sitting in the garage. Then i went to the lightpol by patricks house he didnt even bother to come by me or talk to me he just went in the house while i was outside ALL BY MY FRICKEN SELF freezing and crying he didnt do nothing shit so HEARTLESS shows how much you care. ugh i hate being all by myself in this relationship its like i have to always kiss his ass like so irritating and now when i called i told lan to give him the phone he just HANGS UP ON ME ! shheesh he dosent even like wanna talk about it gosh thats what makes me irritated when we dont talk about it, haawh im so not even in the moood right now im sad im not sleepy i have so much things on my mind this stupid problem just got BIGGER ! im hungry im worried ugh YOU HAVE NO IDEA man i just wanna run in the sky all freee flying in the air haawh haawh haawh i dont even wanna work tomorrow SHHIT what a way to start off the first day of the NEW MONTH !
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BAAABE D:
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