hmm... idk im at boyfriends house at first it was good and fun we spent time together buh then idk its like he takes things seriously HES SUCH A BIG BABY !
idk emotions emotions like i said im on a emotional rollercoster
why is that i miss how everything was before yeenno how their was no problem in our relationship how i used to open up to you and tell you everything how we just use to goof around before how you couldnt wait to see me or talk to me i miss that ! like idk i feel our relationship changes and i dont want it to change! I dont want things to be differnt, i miss smiling a lot i miss everything about how our relationship was before,
I MISS YOU! and everything about you. How come you cant be the type of guy that does anything for me make me feel special at least for a day, yenno cos i wanna feel special too not only you, its like im the only one fixing things in this relationship CAN YOU START ACKING LIKE A BOYFRIEND AND I CAN FINALLY ACK LIKE THE GIRLFRIEND IN THIS RELATIONSHIP INSTEAD OF ME BEING BOTH OF IT, its tiring yenno. !
143 you dont even know how much you mean to me why do you think i always put the pieces together when its brken. ! because i dont wanna loose you and everything that i say im real with you and i mean every word that i say when i say I PROMISE I KEEP IT! when i say I LOVE YOU I MEAN IT everything i say its truthful and no dishonesty,
ugh i feel so lonely in this relationship, its like when im reaching out for you i feel nothing theirs nothing, ! its suh LONELY!
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